Mental images, observations, overheard phrases, shower thoughts, dream log, lyrical wax, cope, fantasy, frustrations - perpetual innerspace epic poem started in September 2018

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A little certainty

And laid him on the green

Forever mondegreen

Tumbleweed

Wondrous Punch

Eye hook

Water cool me baby

Xmas lite peace sign Bryant and 42nd

BK death shroud Nicollet Ave

Also on Broadway in near North?

Rez dogs named after Egyptian gods and goddesses

Rez dogs bringing home legs that look like their own

A list of one liners which I’ll use to fuel this flamethrower

An angel and devil mud wrestling on my shoulder wearing painters clothes

Who’s playing dissolved girl on the CC jukebox?

Shadowfax Tank

Dungeon Master wearing blue Qbert pants

Reaching below my waistline

Naked reflection on the water heater

Shop metamorphosis

It’s gonna pop the dome

Cover the city

Benevolent Metrodome ghost

I guess this is growing up

Pressing on

Walking slowly down the middle of the road, pushing a cart with a tall metal pipe in it, burning sage

November December skizzen grid

Sleeper on top

21 ice spike salute

Garden of Linmiri album cover

UVB-76

Boris, Roman, Olga, Mikhail, Anna, Larisa

Sanplo Disco 19th September

Light in the attic 10th September

Yabba My Eyes and Cross My Ts

More perfect than the O of Giotto

Passport

Sleeper

Danger Castle: A Memoir

Ninth grade reading level literary allusion

Postmodern jukebox Creep cover

Baby’s first martini

Dom...telefon

Ikey, the black cat roommate path twice crossed

Don’t forget your double golden birthday

I’ve seen footage

Plastic bubble floating above a cone

Geometric equivalents

Worked til midnightM

As good as gold, but twice

Holy Utah Saint Alexander

Mondegreen skeletons desperate for relief

Human skill

My glass house

Conclusion year of the Snitch

Thanks, Rico

Next Grip

5409 45th Ave. S

Prince liked to record naked writhing on the sofa with a feather boa

Our Remains - Bittersweet

Preset: nightmare steps

necessary*

One woman show dramatic dialogue of young frankenstein

Faith No More

Intuition not Target

Mezzanine cover

Alchemy logo

Drops Stone in Focus

Goner within and without

Mondegreen vicariously eye

Vicariously, I

In the sky lives a spy eye, eye

Open with scribbles

Death, Classic

Cy twombly

Doze Green

Drawing collage of things millennials are killing

Tension headache scribble loop slippy

Rave siren

BFDM 3rd November

Register

Easy Bib

King Man vs. Underworld Guy

Gravity gloves

Mobbs and Lung Dart 13 10 17

More than the fairy banana duct tape velvet underground

Pink gel pen notes in the margins of the Communist Manifesto

That’s Where I Want To Be

Doomer schema 26

Mixtapes for the end of time

Something Good is gonna happen

PICK YOUR OWN

Homeless spikes beneath the floating tarp

I’m the villain

Now I got these chores, never gonna hurt no one

Flirt with danger and call of the void

Side split teenager

Technical difficulties of a side-splitting nature

Hand cursor stuck with a backdrop of manic laughter

Amnesia chipper

Update katamari

Polygon window frame

cursed_woodland: resilient tree collection

Appel du vide

Tony Hawk’s Underground navigation arrow

Thru the Walls instrumental music video, no clipping

Visual Jock

Doing Time February 5th

Taniec w zaczarowanym gaju

Combine Soldiers vocal sample with visuals

Twirling around with this familiar parabol

Print scr

Eternal Rez dog scroll with grackles

OG DOOM Stone on DOOM Sky

Samorost

Complete Crime Pays panorama

Holbein skull reverted

Looking straight up from my driver’s seat

Set alarm every hour in my glass house

KEEP ALERT

KEEP ALIVE

Mirror anamorphosis

Nicollet Ave. K-Mart

Nemesis double sunset

Peace Daisy

Lost Soul Holbein skull

Water hazard

Dad’s head tattoo

No clipping in Apocrypha

Peace Daisy DOOM Bunny

28 Days Later We All Make the Little Flowers Grow

FF w/ Toxe 23rd March

Everything Everything (electric stream)

Video lecture chopped and screwed 

Trained to lack

Nothing’s Shocking

Kitt Peak Mystery Cloud

Free associated image

Big Time Sensuality

Interview 2016 with me

Doom hands on Big Time Sensuality

Rotoscoped Skyrim magic

Jerking it

Reaching for the ghost

Touching the cactus in the smooth part

Open with loading screen fog

Magicwire 24 Jan 2019

Spinee 1 May 2020

ENDUT! HOCH HECH!

Nightmare visions of a hungry puppy

NEXT - SILENCE

Sky flip on the ground 

Bjork, found object

Bewussteinslage 

It is not dying

Gabba morphing jabba

Visual manifestation of the stream 

Out of the frying pan and into the fire

Face reveal

Lucifer over LA 28th May 2018

I Care Because You Do…

I will turn your mind off

With the rendering of humility

I will scatter you 

Swim from below

With the achievement of humility

With the attainment of humility

I’ll break you down

Relax and swim below

His life

Achieving humility

I’ll break you

Relax and swim down

His life

Facilitating humility

I will break you 

Relax and swim 

His life

Promoting humility

Surrender to the void 

Going to the void

Go to the sky

Go to heaven 

Go to paradise

And when you finally get out there will still be no chances for you

Weird tube transport 191 North

King James Dictionary

The boy from south park

Mountain Beaver I Spy

Sky portal on the road

Field recordings of the overpass

Little Tijuana RIP dungeon master in the blue Qbert pants

Thanks for the distraction

Mystery S on Top

South Side

Tin foil snapback

Show me the Monet

National midlife crisis

Self esteem fund

Scarf soaked in lemon juice

Racing the Blue Line

Catching fire

Burnout cry

Floating above a la akira

Looter v scrapper cart

Over the skyline

Eggshell skull

PEOPLE

Drawn from behind and above packed image

My thread attached

The thread stings

The hash slings

House on the rock

South Side S

NE bunny

2nd St.

Custom Neon NE 27th Ave.

Betty Danger

Just me and the rock

The 80s repeating themselves before my eyes

You’re so hammered

Expanded meatal

Metal*

“normal”

On top and transparent

Necessary action

Destruction

Flower vase 

breaking the Blue Line

The thin Blue Line

Past a new City of Tents

No, it’s the same city

A new level of wasteland

Leveled mountain of sand

Foreground of a new shrouded fast food sign

Plastic bag on a monument

Use the blaze as a heat source

House on fire in a major way

Deal with this shadow

It is the experience of engagement

Pressing feet into that new spot on the earth

Leveled mountain of sand to a plane

Lake Street gate open to a new level of wasteland

Sprouting neighbors on the greenway

There’s nowhere else to go

“Winners”

The products of winners or luck

Corners between wall and woods

Crevasse cut to make a rail bridge

The mark of a hand at the intersection of rock and concrete

The eternity of Garfield and logos

Has a dark cloud descended again?

Broken windows with clouds moving in the reflection

“Minneanapolis”

Rapture

The ability to create your own Seaside

Deustus = burned

Punisher logo

Phoenix tumor

Scottsdale Rez edge

Amplified ugliness

Pregnant moments

Toeing the line with my cynicism

Lay these captured images into a stack

I’m floating

How close you are to a celeb

Runes bearing secrets

1 second frames

Death metal humming from the depths of the bunker

Chip me

Closer to primitive

Chaos scribbling

Fluttering moth stuck

Italic eyeball

Anamorphic objects

Holbein skull in graffiti on the Kozo

Always looking but never belonging - beyond the transparent barrier

Perhaps I Had A Wicked Childhood

SOMETHING GOOD

Ground View distortion - distorted state

Moving to a higher elevation

More fun sex

Visions of the future haven’t changed

They shouldn’t have even highlighted Mr. Incredible’s emasculation

Screenslaver s monologue

Distort Utah Saints Something Good

Imagery not mine

The connections

Anarchy wall

Current notes recorded on decaying infrastructure

Outta the distorted overpass cave!

Inverted color mural

Make us your analog to begin again

Picking raspberries next to the railroad tracks

Maniacal laughter Prince 7

Manxome foe

Whiffling thru the tulgey wood

A crust punk who has budgeted it out ramen noodles and box wine

Birthday tangle

Shop exterior mural

Snow Crash

Hennepin Library card

Black metal logo text

Picture me not

A point in humanity when people don’t care to see a comet

Headlamp selfie, hands on the darkness

Mercury, run!

What is Unisys

“TRAXS” in black metal style text

Being inside someone’s playlist

Context in the reflections on the car windows

Wockipedia

Hylophobia

Stairs in the woods

Summer slideshow unnerving music

lImiNaL

Fake nature

Living in a multi dimensional cursed_image

Scared of suburbia

Strange lighting

Foreground of bunnies facing one direction

Umbrella Man

Desert individual micro compounds

Full size inverted ensign

Crash test dummies

Well-drawn poorly-drawn album art

Liminni

Oro Boro

You would not believe your eyes

Missing follower Skyrim lost posters

FUS FRU

Doom guy donning his helmet

Video demon chop n screw

Gyad skyul 

The final scene of Matrix Revolutions

Lake Street scroll

6 others will curse me

Ghost of the precinct floating down Minnehaha Ave.

Be not a cancer on the Earth leave room for nature leave room for nature

It’s about riding the hills

South Side infinity sign

Eternal shape shifter

Live Hex; in a Large City on the North American Continent

Animated CR-V departure in the desert

Dithered dancing line work on lost angel

Sunbleach the highlighter layer

Stairs in the Woods on Quoth Wooden Thump Mix

Spit it out

Crowds of people obscured by flames

I see you seeing me

You’ll See It 

360 view of studio

Fire watch tower

Huge lawn dominated by doom bunnies

Gif version of 360 studio view

Arms blocking

Steppin razor

Nightmare visions of a hungry puppy

DSSSKLTH

Hub of Hell

Head tattoo spinning gif roto

Whaddit I Done

Should the opportunity arise

Devil in the white city

On GP interior

Occupy white walls

Flying on a luna moth

Upside down don’t stomp

Are ya winning, dad

My machine my beautiful dream on the walls of the dome

Return of the dragon chaos w

Smashing pumpkins into small piles of putrid debris

Bathory Erzsebet on American Idiot

Smoke breaks

Winter on black with gray ink

Wooden thump mix into rockstar69

John cage silence

WHO CARES sweatshirts

Bleach under plexi

Powderhorn house

Stolen jean jacket

Black hole sun

Interstellar groove power astralwerks

Ode to an ancap/mucore ex-boyfriend

Feral Ikey

Josie’s journey

Teenage tattoos

Want not

Shop from above

Supreme Barrel

Skyrim workout montage

Not In Vain in the chain links

Behind the lake st kmart

In the style of King of the Hill

Roaches and plastic bags

Inverted vanitas

Whoops my anarchy symbol animation

Dad’s inventions

In the style of 

Death built into all systems

Responding to the emergency of

Cursed woodland looping

Glitching lake street

Blue sketchbook

Everything that smiled at me

Removed margins

Psychogeography

Shapes scribbling frame flipping intermittent dance

Side scrolling section linear 

moving twirling left to right

MIRROR

What fascinating language

Holding hands to your head shadow like an eye

Deserted clip sped up

Skyline starlight 16-year old eyeballs

2009

I used my hand and my mind sung tongs live

Seeing the art of noise

Reenactment

Halftone version textured tracing paper

Ghost of the tritone

Q1 upper left corner

Angel and devil mud wrestling on my shoulder wearing painters clothes animation

Mighty morphin

Inverted woodlin

Hand drawn noise effect dissolve effect i mean for transitioning between

Spectrolite

Massively taxed massive attack

Closer to primitive

Surface intention

Won’t swallow me

The hardcore and gentle dedication

White trash winter

Satanic panic in the plague 2021 middle ages

Corner peeking into the fire bro

Woken by the intruder bird

Haircut day 4/10

Anew Minnesota

The city knows

Thunderdome

An heirloom down bad

Obsessive fantasy graffiti

Gopro walking on top

A Technician

Shifting shadow on the wall 

The computer getting smarter

You shouldn’t let poets lie to you

The inner or deep part of 

Drawing restraint

Condition is the visceral funnel 

Ikea the furniture of Western decline

Your back rooms are stupid

Basking in the ephemera

My dad buying robots

Young ruin

In the meadows again

Sunshine and a gentle breeze

Even closer to primitive 

The taller the green line

IMBY

Trespassing

Trash bag curtains

Where no one goes

Too big to read up close

Rope trick effect

Seed packets rain on me

Bizarro Land

Net not designed to catch you

So rich and so violent

Limits to Growth

Doom scrolling

Fascination with surfaces

Similarly afflicted 

Creative detector

Creative director

Dissonant harmonies

Multimedia junkie

Ghost in the Shell soundtrack

Getting a note from my note to self

Very unusual lighting technique

Thermo optical camouflage

What do you run?

Reconnected on the stairs in the woods

Perpendicular sleep

This early cyberpunk

Scrapped lamps illuminate the humans becoming bats

Woods after the rain

Glowing green

Woodlin’s Nature Documentary

The tones of the alpha coming through the phone

Bring me my volcano-powered decentralized magic internet money right the fuck now

Where does this go along the lines?

Eating men

It takes a few seconds for the air to hit me 

Good Times lmao

A questioning tone, hello

Any action over at the homeless camp?

Curb your paranoia, please

A drawing of the living room with the walls as a green screen

Patchwork forest interspersed with swamps and bogs

Fires rearranging the mix

Old and new exist together, a landscape

The info deluge

Joking about doing crimes, I know it’s in the back of your mind

Picking up a discarded AC unit

Latocki Malpolskie not Czech

The bridge swings over the stream

Receive the sky as sky

Familiarly strange

Cloud kicking

Keep your head on a swivel 

Gradually and then all at once, it comes

Give me what’s mine,

Dumpster fire emperors

Falling down the visual shepard’s tone

Cloud busting with my rain machine

Everything is difficult before it is easy

On the horse do we not ride faster

Is it about to be on oxygen?

The phantom strike vibrates like electricity from my shoulder to my fingertips

Reality becomes more gelatinous

Imagining cyberpunk Minneapolis

Knowing where you stand in the web of social relationships

Class

Hopium Rollout

Feeling the shockwaves, can you?

The ground is unstable

I’m holding you captive with this screen in your face

Jaw agape

Could this be an early stage of a monsoon, soon to call this place home?

Funeral video

The Tibetan Plateau

Unregarded consumption to excess

How many people are living in caves

A drawing of the garden in the catacombs

Backbeat art of noise by the glowing blue power grid - 

opposing the dancing blue tarp in the wind

Night rain, dark sanctuary

Noclip flying through the sky in the opening of blade runner

Electrical substation

How could you allow your house to rot

Generations of miners

Closing the mine

My glowing red fist

A GoPro video snapping the little bulb on in my fingers 

Holding it out into the dark and into the green

The light at the end of the tunnel

“You cannot put out snake oil anymore”

Animation time lapse the sun moving across the backyard 

The toll of traveling

Something very different to what I usually make

Director’s cut whoops my anarchy symbol

Willie Wonka and the Charlie Factory

Anyways here’s Wonderwall

WWWD?

I am the choice threshold

Bloodies & Barstools

Spooky Bloody

Ultimately, yes. I trust you

God for you, the man in the plane

More people are drag racing

Tent city field 2 layered

The human heart is such a mystery

Wonder bread

Anyways here’s Wonderwall again

3 years later, a flat earther remains

Dancing self portrait

There’s a haze hanging in the evening air, crickets catching onto my ear

Murmuring frustrations, keeping a cramp out of my foot

The closest neighbor lives in the garage

A man works on his Geo motor in the halflight thanks me for saying hello

My fantasy eyes

Art of noise, welcome to my pupil

Parallel to this powerline, the plane descends from the east

The friendship onion

Wendy Vainity Pompeii 3D model

We met a man who once played at Traxs

Destabilizing

Green screen dome

Installation in progress

Being inside the Ride

Tugboat Millennium Falcon

DISPOSE

I want to make the surface look old 

Severely impressed by star wars world 

To feel perfect for a moment

Allowing for longer indulgence

Living out of the suitcase

And the backpack

Does he believe in the great reset?

Extremely defined asteroid field

The next flood visits it

The fools on the hill will be the wise ones

Two steps in the water

It’s changing in the big sky now

Woodlin’s Slow Turn

The Slow Turn of the earth greeting me 

Welcome to my pupil

Demented exaltation of the end

Frontal view of the drainage tunnel at night

The greater world changing as seen through places I am in

Occasionally sampling from things happening elsewhere as i try to make sense of it

The dry Minnesota I left, the green lush desert I returned to 

Flailing your hands into the sky, the dark cloud is coming

Rejoicing

Trying not to give up control

What was the question?

I was looking at the big sky

Doom guy flailing arms in exaltation of the doom sky

Everything watching the generation become old 

Someone who is everywhere

The anti productivity of not having money

Not led by creativity

All human beings are uneasy on some level

An early bird’s world 

Shift work carcinogen 

The curve, the cross, the line

Your smile, your heart, your path

Sacrificial dance in the underworld

The birds will inherit the earth

Cloudbusting end of video silhouette

Family hit by a meteor

Scuffing my feet against the razor’s edge

Self exorcism 

WWWD?

Animated pass the joint

Samorost drawings

The green desert

Archive WAL (E:)

2 B R 0 2 B

Graphic heirloom

EZ SmokeTime

I think I saw the simulation

Again, the birds will inherit the earth

Wendy’s inflatable frosty levitating above the grassy ground

Kate Bush and the hawk

Self portrait standing on the drainage pipe

White trash wonderland panoramic drawing

Water far receded

On the razor’s edge

WH[EARTH] CARES

Sharing the god damn image, I picked it up 

Lurking the MCBA basement

The backyard, a single chair tossed away and one standing

Lamenting that spiritual loss

My torn up Twins cap in the sky 

Limbo space

Machines are great, but

Temporarily embarrassed millionaire

Reasonable indoor temperature

Talking to a wall

One rubber band won’t keep you up

Two rubber bands won’t keep you up

Winter tumbleweed hovering above

Transferring files wirelessly 

Modern magic

Sync up photo and text loop side by side

Estranged light in the corner

QR codes to different views

To Skyrim stuck on screen

Schopenhauer

Fons et origo

“Studies”

Wicked algorithm 

A downer fashion trend

Display with brightness the dark

Talent for committing to the meaningless

Dance loop series

All you cruisers, head for home

Tzinskaro

Deeper, deeper, somewhere in the depth there is a light

Isolated earth rotating

Half Life 2 zombies on fire animation

Don’t need no crystal ball

Don’t fall for a magic wand

Hashtag ad

Warehouse club

Costco food court drawing

Menards interior panorama with haunted lawn statues

Junker cars

Flashlight days, opening 4 year old .psds

Dithering flashlight

Of Other Spaces F

Rectangle of the stage

I believe in the underworld

And so, maybe, headstone. As a body can expect from his hometown

Let me inna your window o

It’s jostling

Tunnel thru Kmart animation

Carve out a pumpkin and rely on your destiny

CR-V hovering over Tucson road

Got my knuckles white

Praying hands

Two strings speak in sympathy

The view from the impound lot

Sober

Hold On For Dear Life

Boognish jack-o’lantern

The Boomer Wojak, nodding and peering out the window

IDCLIP

Roger and Stone junkyard

Diamond hands

Abyss stares back

Let me guide your trip

Selfie in a Wonder Bread cap

The maximum amount of distortion

Distorting transitions between places

Play my geoguessr map 

CR-V animation riding through Hell 

View from the driver’s seat

Worker and Parasite tattoo

Living close to the train tracks

Yeh Yoh

I’m not sure where I fit

From the lower mid ground level view navigating the web of life

Adopting a home

Minneapolis 

The unknowns around if the world will get better

But this is how it is now

You can see that the ground is shifting

Welcome to the POV

It makes me tilt my head, tho

Lovely surface, it is 

Just remember to reach out and touch the past with the future

Love and anger

Write it on the wall

A video still in a frame on the drawing (love and anger)

What did you do, myself from the future?

Seeking a deeper understanding

Dessiner

Obyekt ukritnye

Digital hobo fight

You made that grace your bitch

WWWD bead bracelet

Payphone shrine drawing

Bullet into Cowgirl mix

You want my reply, what was the question?

Complex areas of overlap and entanglement in the web 

Today was a bad day

To elevate, exalt

to render finer

To convert into something of higher worth - alchemy

Eyeball loop in the big sky

Biblically accurate angels on the wall

Dance, monkey, dance

Rubadabadabada

Sure as rust follows rain

See this data as i saw it

The wild hunt

Hesitancy revealing too much of the interior

Is there shame there?

Uberdruck 

Violent white chalk chair motion

I entered sentience at the Red Dragon

With a whimper

Win And Lose

Now we’ll pause for the jet

Hello Teenage America

Those innocent fun games of the hallucination generation

Unexhausted has been my virtue

I was walking past these flowers and they were growling at me

Mass psychogenic illness

Dancing plagues

Beautiful lullaby, so scary

Crime pays but art doesn’t

The hundreds of nails in the telephone pole

In the years after the rat plague

This is my city, the streets haven’t changed much

Quiet as the sunset

I believe in the underworld

Hold on for life, dear

Bored ape carved into the wall

Fru 89 crypto ouroboros

The greater fool 

A bristle, a brush with Tucson

Kmart drawing series 

Corpses of modern capitalism 

Po-Kmart, gotta catch em all

Beevis and Butthead Elon Musk and Joe Rogan

Feeling like bjork on the truck bed

Lambda Locator fan art

A vertical drawing? Object index?

The Half Life 2 milk crate

Woodlin’s World - what’s different?

Swim swim hungry!

Dilapidated homes of my heart

Substation through the fog

Window licker 

“That power plant”

Nicollet avenue corpses

It’s a dry cold

From closer and higher up

Two strings 

A labyrinthian mall

W and L

“DO NOT, MY FRIENDS, BECOME ADDICTED TO BARGAINS…FOR YOU WILL RESENT THEIR ABSENCE.”

Tender outlined power lines

String lights in the chain link

A university in what used to be a mall

Adidas funeral

Something so big failing

No one goes over here so it turns into a jungle

Hyperlocal

The dismal tide

Piles of dried tree remains in the dark halls of a dead mall

Hold your gaze just a bit longer

Garden of Eden food court with fake plants in the road stop

There are reasons for optimism 

Toxic rainbow water in the well

Tucson driving simulator

Future is fluid

Thesis statement zen tangle

Analog geoguessr

La tristesse durera

Thesis written in green gel pen ink

LTJ Bukem Unconditional Love

The chair on the frozen river

Worker and Parasite cart and chair

What would I want? Sky outro

Georgian polyphony

I am a monk

Walking simulator with collectibles

Memories or tangents attached to objects in the environment

Illuminated inventory

Rotoscoped ceiling projection

CR-EV concept vehicle

You or me, amplified

Respect myself, respect art’s pull on you 

Kmart boneyard

Thesis statement jabber drawing

Hounds of love, emotional detective

The moon orange rolling down the power line

Acid rain sad cart version

Carts are bad now

Cars of Geoguessr

Clown shoes and gimp suits

Elegiac auras

Dictionary of obscure sorrows

Belling the cat

Domestic supply of infants

Escape your myopia

More of the ape

Years of layers

Angel and devil tracing papers

Point them away from the big sky, put your eye up to the glass now

Let me enter the sacred grove, I beseech you

Lost and gone or absent and future

Mellow and manic

An heirloom graphic reprinted

Divergent paths, different worlds

Dark world, la tristesse durera

World content aware fill

Hero Millennial

Reprinting and redistributing 

Hard knock graphic heirlooms

The willingness to be quiet until it is time to speak

My future self replaced by robot artists

Tucson wash infrastructure

Again - give me what’s mine, 

dumpster fire emperors

Cloud formation inside the CR-V

Jesus is Lord billboard in front of the beaming sunset

Igor as Misfits T Shirt

Cardboard portal

Overpass mezzanine

Menards fourth of july decor horror katamari

Bat outta hell

Compact recreational condensation clouds

U-hauls are for bitches

Keep your fucking car

It paid a bill

Get on my level

Condensing fact from the vapor of nuance

The tennis court folding chair

Give me my two government goats, dumpster fire emperors

Explosion green

Myths are so many, vision so dim, self deception so deep and smugness so gross

GALLALUM

Godspell Jesus

Humility dome

Zen garden in the Mcdonalds drive thru

Bugout box adventure game

Looking for the caches

Obtaining items along the way

Building an illuminated inventory

Anarchy symbol paper weight

View from a tomb

Roto cone garry’s mod footage

Two strings speak in sympathy

Vehicular oddments

Dumpster fire sprite

Don’t burn yourself turn yourself

The luck razor

Newton’s flaming laser sword

Iron weeds

Demonic post apocalyptic concession stand

Seagulls in the parking lot of the abandoned Shopko

Quicker catalyst, pushing stone

Tekkonkinkreet

To those who see the magical surface of things, you are invisible

Holographic hexagon

A dream about a snow tornado, when it hit the house it appeared as a frosty cloud spinning around

Alley Weaver

Who’s Jane's Addiction without Dave Navarro

Wolf and sheepdog clocking in in the morning

Leaving a trace for people who’ve been to the same place

Wonder woman glow in the dark rope

There’s a million ways to secure something

Eating doves for dinner

Give it what it wants

Cookie cut her

University and 5th

Don’t the ions feel good?

Living near the industry, closer to the source

Camera glasses plugged into a sluggish old macbook

A folder titled “Get Rich” on the desktop above a folder titled “kids”

Skull Liquor

SKOL* LIQUOR

A news headline: “celebrity takes selfie with Pope!”

Chiropractor guys on youtube

Nice Darth Vader debit card

The $3 Savers sunglasses

“Vomiting feels great because it tenses your whole body up”

Luke the professional happy drunk

Curt recognizes that the schemers are schemers

There’s nothing we can do 

Gotta get a free lemon at any opportunity

“God bless you, poor little thing” in Norwegian

Glow in the dark rope, something you could market

“The Joint” hidden bar in the hub of hell

Hoarding the leftover dough after a Pizza Hut shift to make dog bones out of 

Throw in the beef stick why don’t ya

Ode to the lady in the pull tabs cage

The slow death of your friends

Zenith and nadir

Kelly Green lampshade illuminating the front hallway

A sunny place for shady people

A one pound brass knuckle

Those spotlights are probably coming from a taco bell or something

Jameson was destiny’s best friend

Three figures on junker bikes riding home through the night

Stumbling into the Milwaukee Avenue historic district

Parked at Hamline and Idaho

Wood fired grill salesman don

Come on ladies and gentlemen over to the geico booth

Gaudy glammed up cowboy pants and boots

Vampire indian

Misery levels rising at the MN State Fair

The jackhammer scream of our dead star

Put it in a temple

A couple sitting in camp chairs in the middle of a parking lot

Mobile dental and medical RVs

A Miata pulling a trailer

Dream of an endless gas station no stop city

Tunnel into the uncanny cursed woodland

Awaiting the intersection

Jazz Jackrabbit in the cart and chair animation

Vehicular oddments

Skull wearing a green Crown Royal bag

Salvation Army phone case

The Jigmaker

The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation

Two cardinals on the fall leafed trail

Permeated depression within the walls

Darker life, the darker house

The Interloper

Cops hiding behind a homeless person’s cart

The ghost pushes you down

A dream crawling vacant floors and scrawling on clean metal surfaces

Like a bolt out of the blue

Reality Switch Technologies

Inverse architecture

Exorcizing my twenties

The transmission of formative casual influences through space and time

Exulansis revisited

How flexible and arbitrary things are

ne’er-be-gone

Emodox

Elysian fields

January night rain falling

Rotoscope exquisite corpse project

Garbage tornado

Draw it yourself to beat the fear

Props and non player characters

Magical realist walking simulator

Plants evolved for fire

Memories of Gondwana

Minnesota is currently where there was once a mountain that was taller than everest

Pacifist

Marginal hooks, sharp as razors

Lake Chipotle

Tree uh Heaven

Construction netting

Datura raidiae

Devils’ Weed, hell’s bells

Hiking in the snow mountains

This verse was grown in a cornfield subsidized by the government

Joe Rogan in an astronaut suit

A flea market salesman

Trash swirling in the crevasses of abandoned buildings

Until it becomes nothing but dust

Uninterruptible power supplies

Truck container graveyard in an obscured parking lot

Compounded recession traumas

Millennialism

My two cents, my two crushed pennies flattened by the train

Carousel running in a dead mall

Reality trying to interlink with a dream right in front of your eyes

Fishermen almost being swept away by floodwaters from the drainage tunnel

The need for a DANGER sign

The Drain Gate

Truculent little river

The remains of a deep valley that once carried the prehistoric Mississippi River

“Mushroom colonies, vestigial sawmill era logjams, monstrous spiders, and schools of freed goldfish who’ve survived execution by toilet”

Industrial saw mill hell

Stifling a living river

Defines the shape of a city

Bassett Creek vs. Minnehaha, a sibling rivalry

The myth 

Looking so deeply into your origin

A lady precipitated

The deepest graffiti

My Water Hazard chapter

The symbol of the shopping cart

Spaces of hidden urban waterways

What if it was still exposed?

Connect to history and seek glimpses of solutions 

Camping outside

Finding yourself in a strange pocket of the city

The impound lot nudged next to the hidden creek

A combination of engineered and natural systems

Bassett Creek Valley industrial

Irving Ave superfund site

The troubled Fruen Mill

Post climate change show mobile

Rust never sleeps

A way to dig my heels even deeper

Roto graffiti earth animation

Walking into the tunnel

Roto-rope

Shadow self lurking through soulless space

Rite of spring reboot animation

Thylacine eating a taco

Places you have lurked

Labyrinths you have known

Super fast zoom out to spinning earth

Touring the brownfields

Win And Lose

How do you take your heat?

Must or crust

Florida is just Wet Arizona

A glowing greenie from Tony Jaros

Draw a daisy chain

Stars by Eriks Esenvalds

A labyrinth walking tour

Keep up with places like a friend

A patch of earth reliving its glory days

The death of the nice ride bikes

Archiving my twenties

Commitment

Heavy metal labyrinth

Garbage swamp season

Kris Lindahl Doom mod

M E wonder bread driving suit

Animated south side battle train

Anthropogenic rock

Techno-fae

Following the path of a suburban creek

Subterranean Homesick

Homesick Subterranean

The fumbling demigods at the precipice

Hopesick

Holy Wikipedia Gentrification

Subsurface urban heat island

The hub of the hub of hell

Invisible methanol fire

Wealth, forever in green

Reliquary findings sweet achievements

Illuminate all the shop lamps

Glow in the dark messages

Tying the threads back together

Awkward disconnected speech eases into comfortable conversation

Strings tying animation

Velvet glove cast in iron

Stranding in a bright field of grass

Interactive ambient asmr 

Stepping out of the fire exit into an endless wild prairie

Ancient Minnesota

The mountain that once stood here, taller than Everest

A rope ferry to cross the creek

Dark Hall

Dark Fall reference

Midwestern ambience

Panoramic alley scroll opening credits

R U walking where?

Time scroll ability

Gloves for train hopping

Vending machine sprite

Bike navigation for longer distances to travel

The pressure of nicer newer things

Interact with an object that triggers a magical filter over the scene

Cool shaders

Art moment

Sheltering in the downtown Hennepin county library listening to underworld

Serrate margin

No bars held

Hadal zone

Integral rust

Undulate cap margin

Abandoned firing range bro

Backyard at dusk with fireflies

Ruin pornographers getting robbed of their cameras

The aftermath of the plant departing

Neon chain link fence

Virtual dungeon of ferns

The Blob 2: He Has Risen

Tosca Suzuki

Jerkwater prairie

Sølor

Earth tongue

Damnation Alley

The truck with the skull and crossbones on the hood

The orb clerk

Rather put down opaque white than erase

I even prayed at night

Say a prayer to a kite string

Desolation Island

Places that don’t exist anymore

Every neighborhood is full of secrets

Minneapolis micro trail

Dumpster fire riso animation

A background character with a non sequitur

I grew up in a place where the street view imagery is still in 2008

Marijuana leaf, tasmanian devil

Two skulls, death is certain

Gray cloud island

Flame frames

Watchers in the in between place

Ceiling jabber

Inscriptions in the rubble

Surviving Spaces

You’ve had a surviving space, too

Kmart death shroud

Loud loud loud

Penance for my sins

‘a narcissistic injury when the world is ignoring me’

Courageous Road Vehicle

Praying along with the Gregorian chant

The bar is a tripping hazard in hell

Pink and black checker missing texture prints

Welcome to single player heaven

The Inferno (upstairs) back in the day

It was utterly dark in the abyss before my feet

If my last name were Fieldhammer

Meaning in flaws, identity in striving to become better

Reaching out for 99942 Apophis

Portraits of the worst benches in the city

A fire to be tended

IN YER MEMORY

Drawing trees in new ways is growing

I’ve been dangerous in the past

‘Poverty, By America’

PLUR (PEACE LOVE UNITY RESPECT)

Overstimulated apple watch brewery millennials

Eyeing the dynamic angle of the grain silo 

Jutting from the south east casting a shadow on the crazed people lying at its base

They proclaim, WARNING

BEHAIVE/REAL SIENCE

PROJECT AREA

At the edge of the train tracks in the silo alley

FUCK YA LIFE <3

When the gales of November come early

Misplaced spring fever

Refugialand

Premature springtime spiritual disorientation

We are coterminous

I’m good, I’m good

Post on the app

I curve my perspective line

Lost winter seasonal affect

Phantom mountains of snow

With a landscape so drastically altered in an instant

Propulsed to draw the space again and again

Emo shit emo scratcher

Hyper detailed singular area

Car and driver label force

Process scan, techno song, note to self

Middle Income All Stars

Dead on the Internet

Raining in january, raining in february

My spirit gabber dancer emerges

Driving the sideways 8 of nothing

Like a figure eight school bus demolition derby

Places we went before it burnt down

Four walls and yourself

Absorbing graphite

Within and without

Drawing is pushing on

Ya like weird core ya slags

The deep chasm of understanding

Seeing the back of your head

The hole is now the universe itself

The double dream of spring

Dereliction nodes in the grid

Electribal skull dubbery

My frustration

My lambda scar between my eyes

Broken winter disorientation

Breaking in

A mondegreen: 

society’s my lover 

(so dry your tears my love) 

Salt devil devils twirling

Creating a techno playlist

Google photos storage reduction video clip excavation

The shaky base on which i stand

Rotoscope the cemetery passing by

Carving my own headstone

The defeated atmosphere

Thirteen layers in the mind castle

Mine austerity

Self portrait in Dove Loves Dub helmet

Bin block guardians

One day all seven will die

Six others will curse me 

But that’s alright

Gabber dancer on the vacant Kmart lot 

My spirit gabber dancer

The Odd Portal, an electrical box door under the bridge

Open it and find an endless sunny meadow

Proletarianized forever

Forever

My compound recession 

My compound interest

Happiness is skimming the surface of despair

La tristesse durera for real

Scream to a sigh

Revisiting the cursed woodland 

Trees of all kinds pass below my feet

Spiky bushes, fairy rings of mushrooms, yucca plants, pass below my feet

The murdered lawn of your dreams

Dub Loves Dove

The consistency of Underworld bringin XTC 

Year over year, can you feel 

Do you feel 

Show me how it 

Are you listenin can you hear 

Do you hear

Show me how it 

Feels when the 

Are you listenin can you hear 

Do you hear

Can you hear

I want to get high cause I Been Low

Hardcore techno keeps my brain from sinking into the mud

The round orange barricade lights flickering like fireflies 

Frozen in time, wringing hands

Infused in concrete and explained on walls and signs and telephone poles

Woven into chain link fences

Embed the four horsemen in the parking lot

How to make molotov cocktails on youtube

They drag me behind them until they’re finished

Consistently intrigued

Reprinting a classic on my own machine

Techno graphics

M Y K prints

Hard bitten workers and leftover Scandinavians

“God bless you, poor little thing” in Norwegian 

Mania induction

A memory of -

That august when i packed it driving past quiet warehouses by the river

Just killing time cause I been dangerous in the past

Got the cash from the Mr. Santana and hit 200 thousand miles 

Somewhere around Plymouth Avenue hugging the suburbs

Driving to drive 

I read a sign on the loading dock

KEEP ALERT - KEEP ALIVE

I snap some pictures in the dark

A mirror selfie with the flash on in the pitch black ballet studio

She told me there’s a ghost in there, I believe her

Come out and get me, I say

I indulge myself in basements

Cool stone walls and droning boiler rooms 

Spending time with a smiley face painted on the wall

Sandstone dust in my lungs

Too high getting ready to sleep in the car

Everyone is real except for you, looking at me in the sun visor mirror

Person Pitch grounds me again

You can only write your own

In Yer Memory, several years ago ---

I’m smoking one of those cigarettes from the top drawer of the tool box

I’m standing on the roof after locking the building

I sit above the corner of Hennepin and 6th 

My feet eight floors above the sidewalk 

I feel the call of the void, smiling

She felt it too, falling

Someone is catching your radio waves

I can resist seeping into cracks in the pavement

The view is quiet at night

Standing like a homesick subterranean alien 

Map out the absurd commutes of your life

Get in your car and cruise the land of the brave and free

Don’t believe the florist when he tells you that the roses are free

Give me a grip, make me -

It’s in my blood, I guess

The truth glaring behind a one way mirror

Someone water cool me

Pyrexia, the infernal method

Metastasis, those dissolved houses of thine own heart

The ones that got away

The cursed woodland passes beneath your feet

La tristesse durera

Baby it’s here to stay

The teardrop on the fire 

Water cool me

In the thick of it

Another reconné 

You can do it by yourself girl

Rust Positivity Movement

Childhood drawings digging in the backlog

My first self portrait floating above the rural Arizona highway

I’m just a pick up stray

And the road it fades away

And the road is getting thinner

Ya picked up a handful

Let me accelerate I’m driving a 4 banger

Driving weird streets USA

My shell cracking

The solo vibing story of my life

People moving through the world in the dark, fear not

Stop to greet the street light blinking above you

Listen to the squeaky wheel tire treads

The gentleness is the strength

Listen to the rattling chains and lawnmowers

Becoming the warrior monk

Meeting my sleep paralysis demon for the first time on 6/16

Staring at the fork in the road

The cursed woodland or the enchanted grove

Visit my namesake, the small pool of secrets in the woods

Embedded my soles in the ground 

Look into my camera lens and straight thru me 

I see that you’re a lot like me

The Attached intervals keep me rising

One two three four five

The loops I repeat like counting to stay on the ground

I reckon I’d say so sometime 

My delicate slip of sunshine

You can’t die if you decide 

A little security

All the arms around you now

Could they ever catch you then

The loop stabilizes me like a gyroscope

I hypnotized myself

My rudimentary skill

A mix I can’t recreate when I try 

I opt out so I can get ahead

Don’t burn yourself, turn yourself

A guy stripping wire sitting on the steps outside the church

Funny ways to describe basic model poses

The “my one arm is super heavy”

Moss and a stump and a small stream trickling

That place in skyrim in an underground cave with a giant tree

Magical glitter fireflies

The gleaming door on the concrete wall beneath the rail bridge

Sympathy card for childhood urban legend related injuries

“Sorry your eyes got permanently crossed after getting hit in the back of the head”

The Latocki Theory of Slope Inclination Social Integration

You’re either broke or rich when you live on a hill

No one gets on but they’re always departing

They’re always departing but they never arrive

And the ones who do arrive

They never leave

You never see them go but they’re always

They’re always departing

Driving the airboat and driving the buggy

Climb on in, fire her up

The song of the rattling wheel

What is the word?

Speak, gabber, and enter

A flash of uhhh

A glimpse 

an arch of the ahhhhhhh

Captures me

A flick of my wrist 

rrrrRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

UHHHHHH

A sudden sneeze and my eyes water

I reach my hand

Spin it round with this familiar parabol 

I wear it out

Sends me back to being awash in 100% RGB blue

And writing the eight-stream while floating through space

The colorado weed borderline psychedelic

Rationing what you got to get through the winter

When you’re crushing up something in a plastic bag

The intronaut in orbit

Your own problem to figure out

Lean back but don’t fall off 

Mechanical component

Transmit torque and rotation

Bear the stress avoid too much weight

Inertia, act fast

Two years she said

$25 dent pulls at Dents Etc.

Pull me outta the mud

An interstate free disco

The culture of consolation

Inside a forcefield, flesh seared and irradiated with energy

The ghost of Sugarman returns

Hakken Attack

(hakk-attack)

Hell-O

An evil Jello, 

A carnivorous gelatin

The Tail Flail

A tail with tails coming out of it

An AR-15 body pillow

The leaf obscured stop sign in uptown

1000 grit sandpaper

Buffing pads

Tack cloths

The owl in the tree vibing to drum n bass

Roto techno graphics

The dog trumpet

Draugr in a janitorial uniform lighting candles in Nordic ruins

Walking his spectral warhound

An image of a garage at night

“Woodland, borderland, march”

If I let my wrist get tired

Trick myself when it is hard

I got to keep up oh muh god

Small town Minnesota oddity 

Press your shoulder to the wheel

B’SOD!

The dimly lit wilderness of your mind

Bend your will

Bend your bill

The mechanics of power

May all your rambling bring you joy

The happy warrior from the place we’re at home

A stone’s throw 

And out of the backstreet like it had seen its future

Shadow bite

Pulling the thorn from the lion’s foot

Pulling the battleaxe from the tree’s trunk

I shall ascend, I have ascended

Fix the problem not the blame

Watch your own bobber 

Exorcize me this Janteloven gene

Tell me I’m Nothing Special, Nothing Better

The urban doom loop

Pull me back and forth

You may not, you may 

I can’t do it alone

The Frenzy of Exultations returns

I’m holding onto the thought

It’s sending me into the stratosphere

I tell you hwat

I been gabbing

Hear the death knell ring through the woods

Kate bless you, poor little thing

She’s pulling me through the trees

A vehicular erosion time lapse

Riso map of Minnesota

Hardcore, you know the score

Unknown tracks got me hot and bothered

The steady hand which creates no capital

Gentle silence

Take it off us

Loading screen floating 

All up in my futility

All up in my fertility

Isolation: Alien

The acid in the blood

Acid Asylum mixtape unknown track

Everybody needs a sign

Everybody needs a sigh

Everybody is a ---

Sacrificial anodes

Project RD1 Rust Reduction

1500 grit sandpaper

I been grinding

I hypnotize myself

My eyes itch

Attached in yer memory

Pull my forehead off the ground

Brush the mud off my shoulder

Flirt with futility

Sacrifice my doc martens to the concrete

I needed new boots anyway

Welcome to my path

This line

This curve

This cross

Glass jaws

Draw up an iron oxide dust bath

Cleanse the dads we lost to conservative talk radio and youtube sinkholes

A flash of her

Her spiky inflorescence

Graze a hand against the weeds 

The tar glazing the wooden beams of the rail bridge

Peering through the trees, the “Struggle” bus remains

The white trash wonderland junker cars on the street

A little geo car jump starting an old RV

Making rust dissolver tie dye shirts 

Draw or die, no?

A mix of mystery techno ripped from the internet

Unknown Tracklist

Rubbing elbows with phosphoric acid

I volunteer my time

The devil in the details

Stackars liten

“god bless you poor little thing” in Swedish

“Chica came along to hell with me, remember”

Ode to tone_alley.wav

Sweetly repeat to me 

Delicate and scuffed layers placed together

Make me pause beside a breeze block wall 

And hear the sound from within 

Whispering, Under the Flowers

Half truths told, they write, and entire lies

My soul echoes thunder 

Manifest through this analogue blur

I’ll share my secrets of atmosphere

In your orbit

Edging beneath 

A curious deluge flow from me 

Drainage steps fold out geometry

Frames of all its planes and inscriptions

The orbital sander of my mind

Still jabbing

When DW weaponizes her illiteracy againswt Arthur

Year fourteen with this machine

A compilation using my computer

Looking up at the sky and saying “anything good up there?”

I been dithering

Suburban home Christmas light show animation

Fire subterranean

Under the surface of what we call reality

Din of celestial birds

Allow everything to dissolve - 

Human into non-human, body into environment

Image into emulsions of gelatin, crystal, and camphor

The burning soil

EL VOLCAN DE PASION

Life in a remote and incorporeal world

I clench my fist 

I reach as high as I can

I swing so hard that way I fall 

I pull my muscle

My muscle pulls me back

Formative saturated dithering

I’m a noise dither girl myself

Frame flipping down different alleys

Combining disparate pieces

Riso map of the city

Just a jerkwater woodland

Step through the veil into the prairie

Through the stick tunnel by the creek

Zero gravity fireball

Skyrim flame hands on a dark background

Looking up through trees into the night sky

Reductive shading

Is lighting lmao?

Arizona sunset against the mountains

The root will never die

Most drawings will never get finished

Don’t cry over them

The half-trespassing of walking an alley

Teetering on the edge of peace and danger

The other Japanese 4-banger

Heaven metals

Sharing the graphic heirloom I bear

Sandsheet blazing star

Future furnishing in Home Despot orange

Upcycle into the future

Interior melodrama

Tracklist Unknown

It takes courage to enjoy it

Divine and BRIGHT

Extraction, extraction

Channeling the underworld

Millions of one dollar ideas

In some way, sharing

Send me back to the time and place

Vulnerability document

Aniyara 

See me through the emptiness 

I was too busy with my hand

Grab my mind and make it escape

A humor of misfortune

Cry not 

Picking a fight with a giant in Skyrim

Catapult me into space

It’s easy to feel down here

September sunburn

A train passing by an empty station

Donnie Darko and the Schism music video

The Badger Song vs. King of Snake

Gorge Jershwin

A portrait of the struggle bus

Physical media desert island

Do I have to get up to get down

My vanishing point right between your eyes

Quipu talking knot

Into the eye of the lens

Centipede 20Hz soundtrack

In the back of our old car, never gone too far

When AV screams

Lean on it, lean on it

Grass painted onto the wall

A debossed fossil on the bricks

Scrawling gravitates towards the train tracks

Clusters beside it and lingers

Casting your words out across the land

Train hopping graffiti

Woodlin’s impossible photography

Selfish gene custom plate

Sad pontoon floats again

It remains stationary while the world collapses around it

The oceans rise and it floats again

In the style of Ivan Maximov

---

The sun shone through it for a moment

Literally stunning me

Literally stunning 

Burn the silhouette into my eye

Pull my gaze away

Conjure it up later 

Trace over it 

Focus in on it til it fades

Tense my wrist up 

A curious deluge

Cramp up my forearm

Render me breathless

Glimmering and turning in slow motion

---

A govt. issued 12-foot home depot skeleton for every American homeowner

In fluorescence / inflorescence

Title in the pocket

As below but not above

I believe in the Underworld but not the Dome

October lingering summer

Parade of the beater cars

2024 seasonal disorientation part 2 

You saw the whole of the moon

Witches in minor keys

Mixolydian and awesome

A dream of lightning-infused branching tornadoes

But it wasn’t a nightmare

The ninth underworld, the land of eternal rest

Forged by obscure point and click adventure games from the 2000s

An aurora ghost

More dramatic, more double-edged

When the light side would win

So funk and haunt and groove 

An ode to life

Digital pavement

Subterranean fire

Sky portal on the sidewalk

Painted black and still golden to somebody

I can be your angle

Where in the world

Is that girl?

On your own, one more time

Let me hear it 

Divine and BRIGHT

But if I could do

Then what I would do 

Take it easy it’s just a drawing

Dude is piano sweating

Chrysler turbo encabulator

Tell Jonesy I said pspspspspsps

Gritting your teeth when you have to tell someone you’re an artist

With a self-deprecating little millenial smirk

Look to the camera

Dual dithering

Swinging so hard that way these days

Why dost thou hide thyself in clouds

The wily serpent’s jaws

Show me your blonde thinking face

Greener grass, huh

Canada South

—-

The death of using machines like they’re meant to be

Sneering software decay gleefully suffocates me

Your graphics card is out of date, sweetie

—-

Dusty old bones full of fiberglass dust

Perpetual motion

Grease my elbows

The feeling of cool rain in space

The serenity of that prolonged moment 

Unaware of what lurks there watching 

The Isolation Alien

The Erinyes, the Furies

11/10/2024 new phone day 

Eyebrow crease and crow foot

Revisit the jabberwock drawings 

Conjure up the spectre of chaos past

The glistening cascade of hollow space and despair

The birth-death machine

Staring too long at Giger

The halo of the sun

The desire arises again

Bleeding wanes

Ugh, stunning 

Everyone navigating their own silent hill map

All up in my drawings

I already banked eight hours in Back 4 Blood

Just me and my cacodemon 

My incredibly long lasting technology

Made it to 2024 with a headphone jack

Media selector

I have been excavating forever

The feminine urge to set fire to a GMC dealership

Commit a little graceful arson

Art shit in slow motion sensual-like 

Smoothing down slippery positives and tightening screws

The dominant one

Wax on, wax off

Spiritual thirst trap

Cut together the found footage horror film of your life

What you do in the shadows

When there’s no one watching

Moving through those dark hallways

Who is that pacing in the mirror?

Blinding and interrogating 

Include a playlist at the end

An index of misheard lyrics

The dead and dumb say yes baroness

Take a ride downtown and stay warm by the fire

Super saccharine 2000s bling visions of wealth

Drop those delusions or stay stuck in the mud

Legacy buried somewhere on the internet

Telling it straight up was the olive branch

Little alienated man, so isolated

Surely you alone carry the human experience

Learn to get good

Things get confused out there

Roto hand out the car window

Pulling down skyscrapers 

Like a manslide

Inside you my dear

In a car with a reckless driver

Give me what’s mine

Dumpster fire emperors

A bit of earth that got up and took a walk

Unexplainable tension rising nothingness

A little charm

Pyramid head’s graceful little menacing hand twirling 

Taunting from the other side of the bars

Cold training

Denied gratification

Who decides what is pi and how 

I would like to speak to the Arch-Mathematician

Entangled

Without a fear of the dark 

Honda B Engine B with me always

Pyramid Head as Triangle Man

Triangle Man hates Person Man

The perception of our power is our power

Open wide O Earth

There’s a hole in the roof take care not to fall in

Absolutely gazing

Looking respectfully

In my imagination box

When the gales of November come at last

The dust creeps into my eyes

Yabba, my eyes sting

How many more years will I see clearly

Obyekt ukrytiye / shelter or covering

Zone of alienation

Useless conscientiousness

Written so many times on my report cards

Life affirming playlist 2024

Suppose we said yes to a single moment

Seasonal EFFECT

Pieces of a mosaic from heaven

The trouble with depth

Is drowning

Idiots rule

Faint young sun paradox

Fire spell upgrade in urn witch estate

The Christian Glaze

Blink twice if you need help

Smart car pickup truck

Smh so much my head fell off

Feeling the condensation of my breath

When I tilt my head sideways

It might be a little dusted

A little scuffed, just like me

Business guy brain worms

Self esteem fund

How fucking little people pay attention

Insulating but not in a way that keeps you warm

A dissertation

Criticize yourself into paper

Meditate the factor

Embrace solitude

Unknown hard track extended

Baby boy men in America baseball caps ignoring their sad blonde wives

Seek new life and dance

The death of the car market

Her nonsense poem jabberwock

Hidden lines for those to find 

The four burger kings of the apocalypse

My machines are always a bit behind the times

But why be with them

Obsolete me I dare you 

I got the ill communication

Caucasian debris

Janteloven Gene

Tis but a hormone

Meet Her at the Love Parade into Spin Spin Sugar

(Armand’s dark garage mix)

Relic of a bygone era

Lost roots seeking to replant

The time accordion

My guard dropping

How do you do me

Huh, slowly

With care

Shatter me on an atomic level and build me up again

Like Memories

Fire the cannon

The jeans fit me perfectly and I destroyed them

Protect the exposed metal

Unexpected kick of kindness 

Loop for RD

I’m all jacked up in my spinal column

Looking less toward science than alchemy

Calming devastation

Hey look, a quail!

Do they have those here?

CD player on steel OEM wheels

Burnt up on reentry

Monastery life

Gimme my monk habit brown hooded sweatshirt for only $19.95 right now 

Mix opener Dougie MacLean’s the Origin

Primordial Jams

Drawings of robots, aliens, the solar system, clouds, and tornados

That folder of old videos I can never find

The price I pay to my spinal column

Good for health, bad for posture

Guaranteed offer on your womb but it’s JD Vance as Kris Lindahl

But stocks in pitchforks

I’m only world building

MAx Richter Sleep Path 19

Calling my great great great grandmother a Mona Lisa lookin ass on the stupid ai upscaling app

Sorry, Anna

Hiawatha Avenue infinite loop

An eraser of love that leaves smudges on the paper

Approach gently

Keep burners on low

Pull the knots out of my shoulders

I uhm ahh uhhhhhhh

RRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHUUUUHH

Third time’s the charm

Establishing desert island CD collection

Parking lot enthusiast

Stumbling around collecting sound frequencies that make me want to live

Yearn for vulnerability

At last, a step upward

Or forward

Remember the clear light, the pure light from which it all comes

Consider me trapped

The absolute size of suburban people’s couches

As I’m fixing to repeat

Blonde hair sparkles landing on my face looking like a gd twilight vampire

Concrete blonde 

Random blonde bio high density rhythm

Boy am I at the surface right now

Six degrees above zero

Eyes are bloodshot with exhaustion

Sights for sore eyes

Concrete gene

My eyes a glaze

New boots christened with Minnesota road salt and Arizona dust

Keep it here at the surface

Don’t let it sink

Keep the water rising

Let it flow over

Tighten my chest

Solitary 101 lessons I can teach

How to sit there by yourself

The crazy one talking to yourself

Someone has to be

Feel someone tugging at you or pushing

In an absolute ocean of human beings

We hardly touch anyone

Perhaps I speak for myself

Just grazing eyes and an occasional passing word

Brush an arm and say ooh I’m sorry

Ok maybe don't let it flow over just yet

So cold you feel it radiating from people who were just outside

When you can walk on top of a crusted frozen snow pile between the sidewalk and your car

People’s sunken footsteps

Super temporary fossils of human activity

Feelings can drown

Now’s my chance

Wading through drying concrete

Awash in blue light

I BEEN DRAWING / WILL BE DRAWING

Confidence in consistency

The carefree components of the art 

Woodlin simulator 

I’m goddamn Gordon Freeman

Jumping over a dirt pile

Make your own rituals 

La petite mort

Location aware

Dominated by the color green

Dedication to the physical media desert island

Profoundly on repeat

It takes courage to enjoy it

Soundtrack chooser

Motor vehicle melodrame

Until death or destruction

Spatially concerned CD collection

Uhh, creative libido

Keep it on and on 

The tangle in my neck

Drawing kills

Social battery charge

I can go anywhere and still be nowhere

Pulling lines from yourself like a spider weaving silk

Abide with me

Drawings are stored in the shoulders

Increase thy thunders

Ritual of the habitual

The late December fog

Drums in the deep hardcore edit

updated 01/01/2025